I can’t live in this world.
a world where the mentally ill are defective
where the mentally ill are cast out,
where the mentally ill are all called crazies and no one wants to be around them.
This world is not open to defects no matter the kind.
This world will blame you for something you did not choose to be.
This world will judge you no matter what you do.
why oh why did i have to live past 14.
it would have been so much easier to just end it then.
No one wants to hear that truth.
the truth hurts.
but it’s true,
I shouldn’t have made it to this point,
the world wasn’t ready for me yet.
So here i sit;
judged and casted out if found out,
in hiding for as long as i can,
no one would understand my living hell…