#can't turn back
Where am i right now?
How did i get here?
What’s happening to me?
Why can’t i control this?
I don’t know how long i’ve been running,
but i don’t know where i am anymore.
I can’t turn back now,
i’ve gotten so far…
Words stain my mind,
made by myself along with others.
They itch as if a tattoo gone infected,
scratch and they bleed,
No relief from any of it.
bleeding through the heart,
black liquid bubbles.
broken from the inside out,
without the will to thrive.
the black hole of a mind sucks in all thoughts,
not a single one could be recognized,
all torn and misshapen…
the light that was once there,
in an eclipse.
the wait for it to pass lingers,
this painful wait,
why oh why does this hurt so much?
dear your strong, you may have your days that are harder than others. ( we all do) but please know if you ever are in doubt.. I am proud of you<3 I hope you have a lovely day dear.
:’) thank you hun…i was actually having a bad day today and this just helped it a little <3 thank you! you have a lovely day too!
they’re distracted by their politics.
i sit and self destruct.
maybe i hear them mention me,
but maybe that’s just the noise.
maybe i’ll find a way out tonight,
maybe i’ll find a new can to huff.
i feel myself start to wear down.
this year is going tough….